the moonlight

everybody says...
i am being irrational
just because i cannot forget the moon
and keep waiting for its light every night

then,
everybody says...
the moonlight comes from the sunshine
i should wake up earlier to find the real warm sunlight
and not only waiting for its reflection to the moon

so,
everybody says...
look at the sunshine!
and i will be just like them...being rational

but,
everybody says...
i am not like them, though
thus, i can still be irrational

...with the love i have...

in the end,
everybody says...
they can only pray for me...
wish all the best

then,
i say...thanks :-)

(still live under the shadow of the sun and its reflection)

voila!

'an,.....i....this..&..that...'
'you have to have dreams...otherwise you'll be dead..inside!'
'how?'
'here...like this....
bla...bla...bla..bla....bla..bla....'
'ooo....' (???)
'yup....dreams...and ambitions! you believe in God, right?'
'heh???'
'aaah....nevermind!..bla..bla...bla..bla...'

well, ana!...a little hypocrite..advice here and there...be wise here and there...but can't even proof it to herself...wakakakakak.....(gubrak!!!..gedubrakan!!!....passed out!!)

voila!!!
not anymore... :p
i have dreams! big dreams! and ambitions!
to keep me alive

hhhmmmm......(plak!plak!...plak!...woke up!!!)

(when there's a faith, there are so many ways)

1001 faces

when i talk to you, i can be...
'sweet, childish, spoiled and soft'
though...i care about you

when i discuss with you, i can be...
'firm, demanding, straight to the point, and argumentative'
though...i also care about you

when i speak to you, i can be...
'quiet, humble, open-minded and just smiling'
though...i care about you

when i meet you, i can be...
'tough, strong, confident, and loud'
though...i still care about you

those are me...being myself...in front of you..you..and you..
when you give me different atmosphere
though...i care about you

(being myself doesn't mean to be always the same person with the same face all the time, depend on who you are and what you are at some particular time when you are in front of me! but i can be all with my 1001 faces at the same time when i say i miss you...so much)